Mean as a Snake.....

Today, even though I want to be a nice person, I FEEL as mean as a snake. I don't know if I feel bad because of anxiety or that I'm having anxiety because I feel bad. I just know it wouldn't take an awful lot to make me "twist off" as I've heard it put so many times.



I had an episode with a salesman today. Oh how I hate to be lied to. Salesmen, MOST OF THEM (not all), in their cheap suits and bad haircuts, making 'Rico Suave' look like a stand-up guy. Trying to look like they have all the money and everyone else should have it too. Using the word, ONLY when they tell you how much it's gonna cost you. Luring me there under false pretenses and THEN calling me cynical.....I was not a good representative of Christ today....I did not curse...I did not show great patience...I didn't even show slight patience...but I did not curse. It's good that I didn't go to jail.


And Speaking of jail......


We recieved more jail mail today.


My ex-husband seems to be completely oblivious to why he's in jail...........HUH...lack of child support payment. For some unknown reason he seems to think that it's quite ok to never pay anything to help support our children. He's "down on his luck"...He "can't catch a break". He seems to think that he's there to pray for people and to wittness to people.....HELLO....you can do that by visiting the jail when you're not an inmate. GET A JOB!!!


And what ever happened to the "one phone call"??? He calls all day every day!!! Where is the justice??? Where is the punishment???? He's in jail because he won't work and pay his child support.....I work to feed me and my children.......he gets three hot meals each day...on taxpayer $$$$. I work to pay for electricity.....his jail cell is well lit and comfortable.....paid for by taxpayer $$$$$. I work to pay my taxes, so.....I guess I'm actually still taking care of him. And we've established the fact that he can make unlimited phone calls...at the high expense of the recipient, of course. There is no justice.....not on this side of heaven, anyway.



I'm feeling "mean as a snake" today.

Maybe tommorrow will be brighter.