I'm wondering if, my having awakened this morning from dreaming that I was dying has anything to do with the fact that I'm coming to more and more realization that I have made some "Whopper" bad decisions in my life...and some of them, very recently. I hope my Lord does not think I'm chanting a mantra as I walk around repeating, "Lord, I don't want to make anymore wrong decisions; please don't let me make anymore wrong decisions."
Was I always this gullible or is this just something that has happened to me over a period of years of living in more of a rural rather than metropolitan area. Although, it does seem to occur more when I'm dealing with people from the "metro" area.
Don't get me wrong....country people do lie. It's just usually about the size of the fish they caught....or that they went out with your sister. But they don't seem to lie in order to steal your money.
As much as I hate to be lied to, it seems to happening more and more. I don't want to become one of those people who doesn't trust anyone and thinks everyone is out to get them. I can really see how that can happen to a person.
If I had returned to me all the money that has been swindled away from me and all the money that should have been paid to me...............well, lets just say, I could slow down a bit.
as for the dream.....
I'm still pondering on that. I'm hoping my Lord will reveal to me just what it meant.
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